As the sun sets, so does my mood, my energy, and my best self.
I don’t know what is it about these evenings, is it the rains or is it what everything that is going around or is it just your inner demons. But something about these evenings feels just so blue.
No matter how my first half goes or how my day has been the moment the clock hits 6 I can feel my insides changing, I can feel feeling more and more irritated and agitated and anxious.
The silence around just makes it so much worse and so does the thought of the day ending without me living up to my fullest potential.
The absence of chatter around makes me nervous, the absence of background noise makes me anxious and the absence of not being productive every minute of the day makes me feel like a failure.
The lack of human touch is making me feel so vulnerable, just going out and meeting friends. The lack of fresh air and the wind not hitting my face is making me feel suffocated. The more and more involvement of the digital age is just adding on the gloominess!
With all the overflowing emotions going around there is one constant of the evening blues and it’s making things worse. I know I am not the only one who feels the same but I also don’t know what to do to get over it!
This isn't a self-help blog, just acknowledging something which is happening but there doesn’t seem to be a valid explanation of a way out. No matter what I do or try I dread the time when the clock stricks 6 and all my evenings and nights are full of just negative feelings!
Much needed Love,
D